There are a few things that are saddening me right now.  One is something I heard on the news that I won't repeat here, because it is so horrible.

Another is the fact that I am having trouble connecting with some internet friends from Most Haunted Zone, that Ken and I haven't been able to stay in contact with due to our lack of internet service.   When I try to find MHZ now, all I get is a message that says the board is not available at this time.  And when I try to email people, the mails are being returned to me as not deliverable.  And I feel bad because I would like to be able to remain in contact with these friends.  And also because MHZ is where Ken and I met, and so I do not want to see it gone.

I know things have to change, but I don't adapt well to it. 

One bright spot is that we are planning to move to England in about a year and I am really looking forward to it.  So when I feel sad, I think about what it will be like there and it cheers me up.  Of course someone like me, who is blessed with the world's most wonderful husband and the world's most beautiful baby should never feel sad.  But I am only human, and unfortunately sometimes I do.

Another thing that is bothering me is that my dad is telling me I have to get rid of the classic car I have sitting in his back yard.  It wouldn't bother me so badly if my daughter Nicole didn't love the car, but I am afraid me having to sell it will make her feel as sad as I do.  And there is nothing I can do about it.

Well now, I have talked about what has been making me sad, and what cheers me up.  So that is all for today.  I am looking forward to getting to England and meeting all of Ken's family and friends that are there.  Bye for now.